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Change at 70

For many years Metaphysical Musing has remained a place of Refuge and Peace. Everything that is now here on this website will remain in the future for you. The most important focus for all of us is our own personal enlightenment. No matter what may come, continue your devotion to those practices that are serving you and bringing you to Peace and Home. However, I feel that it is time for me to once again join in on a more pro-active level to reveal what I believe is occurring on our beloved planet. The signs are everywhere that we are in the end of the Kali Yuga. The demons have taken decency and smeared it with raging greed and elitism.

I turn 70 December 2015. In sincere humility, it is my honor to transmit the ancient sacred wisdom I have found in the Sanskrit texts and share that wisdom-knowledge with you. Metaphysical Musing was never about me. The wisdom of the great masters is my Lifeboat, my Refuge. I hope that in whatever small way, my sharing these sacred texts has added to your own understanding and brought you the wisdom Truth they have imbued in me. I don't usually talk about myself, but for you to understand this transition at Metaphysical Musing it may be useful to explain the 'why'. 

Chemtrailing Planet Earth

Around 2004, I was living north of Charlottesville VA. The beautiful green rolling hills of Albemarle County were directly beneath the flight path of the east coast plane routes, New York, Washington DC, Atlanta, Miami, etc. — and thus were receiving oceans of aerosol spraying/chemtrails most everyday. If you don't know what chemtrails are, then search the word. Some links will tell you they don't exist and are but figments in the imagination like ETs & UFOs. However, there is a steadily growing body of hard scientific research that clearly shows chemtrails are the aerosol spraying of aluminum particulates, barium, strontium, and a variety of other toxic nano-particulates that rain down on us in the air we breath, inundating the trees, soil and all living creatures. I have no doubt that this is occurring all over the planet, the worst are in the USA and Europe. The comments on Dane Wigington's website GeoengineeringWatch.org will give you an idea as daily reports come in from around the globe.



'Retrofitting' airplanes

In the late 1990's, I was traveling to give lectures on my first book Inanna Returns. On a flight from Denver to Seattle, I was stuck on an over-booked flight in the very uncomfortable back-row of seats that don’t recline. Sitting next to me was a man, who had that engineer type look. He didn’t speak to me, but all through the flight continued to down those little bottles of Jack Daniels. I kept thinking he would get unruly, but he remained intensely silent — until the very end when we had a short conversation. He said he ‘retrofitted’ airplanes in a company in Oregon called Evergreen. Recently I looked this up and found: “Based in McMinnville, Oregon, Evergreen International Aviation, Inc. a privately held global aviation services company that is active through several subsidiary companies. These subsidiaries operate under the Evergreen name and provide services that include…” You can find the link. The company is now bankrupt. In her book on chemtrails, Elana Freeland states that Evergreen was "a known CIA carrier" with "multi-mission aircraft can support sensitive security and environmental missions."

What are the odds that while presenting my book on the colonization of planet earth by extraterrestrials, I would sit next to the man who was initiating toxic geoengineering. He was a very genuine kind man, never out of line with me — even though I think he had 7 or more of those little bottles of Jack Daniels! As we walked off the plane down the long aisle, he turned to me and with tears in his concerned and emotional dark eyes said: "Someday you will be grateful when you find out what your government is doing…”

Because I was already aware of the ‘chemtrail’ phenomena, I knew instinctively what he was talking about — but it was too late to question him. Thus over the years that followed I paid extra attention to the aerosol spraying I was seeing in the Pacific Northwest, Denver, NYC, Charlottesville VA, and even New Zealand where I lived for the last 7 years. There are far fewer flights in NZ, yet every day my home in NZ had these things dumped on us. Helpless.




A Toxic Sky

Back in 2004 when I looked up in the skies over Albemarle County Virginia and saw what often looked like snow that had been plowed with huge furrows spreading across the sky, I knew it wasn't natural. However my education regarding geoengineering and chemtrails was still minimal — so when my friend told me that someone in our neighborhood had contracted barium (in chemtrails) poison and moved away, I was alarmed, but still in a mild state of denial — the matrix of denial!

After 9/11, it became obvious that life in the USA was heating up, getting ever more polarized, angry and confused — thus when the opportunity came my way to move to New Zealand, I took it. New Zealand is the most beautiful country on the planet, but it is not paradise. They have serious problems with gang violence, poverty, and racism. Frankly New Zealanders don't like Americans and I became homesick, not for American culture - which I no longer relate to - but for Americans themselves, their open heartedness, and freedom-loving independence. So last November 2014, I came back. I came to the Pacific Northwest, Washington State.

Plus I was chronically ill. My symptoms began in Virginia and naturally I thought I would get better in New Zealand, but I did not. I got worse. By the time I landed in the USA, I had lost most of my muscle and looked like I had been in a prison camp. Ghastly. The first four months here, I was so weak that I mainly stayed in bed. By taking massive doses of colostrum, herbs and a highly restricted diet, I slowly began to get stronger. I'm still not well and never will be, but at 70 who can complain. I counted my blessings — one of which is that I have lost all fear of death.






As my health improved, I began to notice that the skies over the Olympic Peninsula were being sprayed with chemtrails. I had moved to the sleepy little town where 40% are over the age of 65. I did not expect to move into an electromagnetic warfare battleground. This October 2015 the spraying of toxic particulates was particularly bad, blatant, and so I started taking photos (see above) with a small cheap camera — I don't have a cell phone.

Because I had been so weak and ill for the first few months I was here, I didn't realize that the US Navy had plans for electromagnetic war games in this area. Dahr Jamail in Truthout November 2014:

Navy Plans Electromagnetic War Games Over National Park and Forest in Washington State
These protected national commons are also the areas in and near where the US Navy aims to conduct its Northwest Electromagnetic Radiation Warfare training program, wherein it will fly 36 of its EA-18G 'Growler' supersonic jet warplanes down to 1,200 feet above the ground in some areas in order to conduct war games with 14 mobile towers. Enough electromagnetic radiation will be emitted so as to be capable of melting human eye tissue, and causing breast cancer, childhood leukemia and damage to human fetuses, let alone impacting wildlife in the area.

If it gets its way, this means the Navy would be flying Growler jets, which are electronic attack aircraft that specialize in radar jamming, in 2,900 training exercises over wilderness, communities and cities across the Olympic Peninsula for 260 days per year, with exercises lasting up to 16 hours per day.

No public notices for the Navy’s plans were published in any media that directly serve the Olympic Peninsula; hence the Navy initially reported that it had received no public comments on its 'environmental assessment' for the war games.

I had heard the noisy loud 'Growler' jets flying over my house, but still didn't really understand — until I saw and photographed the chemtrails being electrified by some sort of HAARP mechanism. These periods of electrifying the sky leave me weak, tired, exhausted. I am EMR sensitive and never even use a microwave oven. This was war — yes, electronic war on me and other unaware people in my area many of whom are elderly like me. At the same time a friend who had been living in LA, asked me what I knew about the aerosol spraying of these toxic metals. I told him the Evergreen story and he directed me to Dane Wigington's website GeoEngineeringWatch.org. I was shocked to see this happening all over the planet. Reports were coming into Dane's courageous website from everywhere. True the USA was getting the worst of it, but Europe wasn't far behind, and no one is being spared — not even India.




Full spectrum dominance of planet Earth

To add insult to injury, I happened to be in a local store here and asked the owner what he thought about the Navy's plan to use this area to conduct electronic warfare exercises. He told me to mind my own business, to ignore it, be glad ISIS wasn't here. Basically he told me — "Don't question!" That got me crazy angry. I began to collect books on the subject of aerosol spraying, chemtrails, weather manipulation, ionospheric heating with HAARP, etc., and what many are now calling the 'full spectrum dominance of planet earth'.

The more I read the worse it got. One reader had emailed me wondering if 'they' really are trying to kill us. No one wants to believe this obscene idea, but it is difficult not to consider in the face of so many facts. Of course, the internet has given us greater access to all kinds of information most of which now is often rubbish intentionally designed to throw us off the track of truth. Dane Wigington's Geoengineeringwatch.org is not one of those. I consider his credibility, integrity and commitment to the truth impeccable. So I am going to begin to write in a blog format. The wisdom articles will remain for you, but I don't feel it is right that we are being lied to on so many levels. If I can expose the demons even a bit, then I will be honoring the traditions set for me in the Bhagavad Gita — and I will do so in the context of wisdom. I believe we deserve to know.


As long as I am alive, the wisdom knowledge that is already up on Metaphysical Musing will be available. Those who don't want to know what I am investigating and who feel such worldly information will disrupt your practice — please do ignore my blog. I would not be the cause of deterring you from your goal, which is in fact our only Refuge from these times of PRALAYA, the Dissolution. The monstrous multiple effects from geoengineering are not helping global warming, rather this flawed technology is exacerbating it — and in the process making us all sick, raining poison particulates down on us from our once clear skies. The greed of the corporate to rule the world is bringing the biosphere to total collapse. I feel we have the right to know the truth.


On my 70th birthday, from my Heart I thank all of you who over the years have been reading Metaphysical Musing — and thanks to those of you who have emailed me with your kind words. I can't tell you how many times I have shed sweet tears reading your emails. Emails from Indians have been especially cherished because of my profound respect for and cosmic debt to India. My own embattled wandering homeless life made me desperate to find release, Moksha, to seek lasting freedom in Enlightenment. The wisdom in the sacred Sanskrit texts was preserved and transmitted down through the centuries by the great ones in India. I can never fully express my gratitude to them.

God is ubiquitous, everywhere, in everyone and everything. God is Love. God pervades All and simultaneously waits patiently in the Heart, your Heart and mine. All we need to do is to turn fully and completely to that God-within. We are and have always been That. TAT TVAM ASI.

 V. Susan Ferguson / December 2015



Dane Wigington




Geoengineering and Biosphere Collapse - Dane Wigington



Why in the World are They Spraying?



What Chemtrails are Doing to Your brain with Dr. Russell Blaylock



Earth an Alien Enterprise, the Shocking Truth Behind the Greatest Cover-up in Human History, by Timothy Good; Pegasus Books, New York, London, 2013.


Chemtrails, HAARP, and the Full Spectrum Dominance of Planet Earth, by Elana Freeland; Feral House, Port Townsend WA, 2014.


Angels Don't Play This HAARP, Advances in Tesla Technology, by Jeane Manning & Dr. Nick Begich; Earthpulse Press, Anchorage Alaska, 1995, 2002.









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