“The soul of man is a world full of beings…” – Sri Aurobindo / Endless Worlds as the Vastness of God Consciousness in Kashmir Shaivism / William J. Pawelec Interview: “My concerns are for the freedom of our country — and of the free world…If we don’t find ways to neutralize these negative forces, we’re going to find our lifestyles — our concepts of life as a species — nullified.”


“We seek for the shining gold of Truth … The soul of man is a world full of beings, a kingdom in which armies clash to help or hinder a supreme conquest, a house where the gods are our guests and which demons strive to possess. The fullness of its energies and wideness of its being make a seat of sacrifice, arranged and purified for a celestial session.”

— Sri Aurobinda, Hymns to the Mystic Fire, the Rig Veda

   Endless Worlds

This is an excerpt from the 8th Chapter of Abhinavagupta’s Tantra Loka as illumined by the Kashmir Shaivite Swami Lakshmanjoo:

Swami Lakshmanjoo:

But Abhinavagupta afterwards concludes that, “I have experienced in my samadhi one hundred and eighteen worlds, (but) I don’t know if there are more worlds also created, which are outside my consciousness, outside my reach.”
So there is possibility of more worlds also, existing everywhere.

You must see what is created . . . (laughs) . . . you must see what is created by God and then you put your I consciousness in that and then you will come to know the vastness of that God consciousness.

He will experience the vastness of God consciousness.
So this orbit of space is most necessary subject…

JOHN: So the point of the measuring this universe is to insert your consciousness.
SWAMIJI: Insert your consciousness in that.
DENISE: In that vastness.

SWAMIJI: What is universe . . . what is everything?
You must know, what is everything. Everything is not only your country in which you are existing. Everything is everything! Whatever is existing, whatever is not existing in your consciousness, that is everything.

What is existing in your consciousness? One hundred and eighteen worlds. What is not existing in your consciousness? It is beyond one hundred and eighteen worlds.

DENISE: Maybe more?
SWAMIJI: Maybe more, you can’t know. There is no end to His expansion.
What is to be done then afterwards, when you know what actually universe is?








If this video is too long for you, start at 25:00.
Pawelec – now deceased – is very credible.

“The human species nullified…”

In a chapter entitled ‘Special Forces’ Timothy Good quotes a former U.S. Air Force computer operations and programming specialist, William J. Pawelec:

“What concerns me is when these projects go ‘beyond black’; people with ulterior motives that have gotten control of these projects and/or the funding for them, and/or the ability of what really is scary, to write their own unlimited checks with no recourse to anybody…the attitude is seemingly one of control — power and control…

“My concerns are for the freedom of our country — and of the free world…If we don’t find ways to neutralize these negative forces, we’re going to find our lifestyles — our concepts of life as a species — nullified.”

Why would Pawelec talk about us as a species and consider that our concepts of life as the human species will be nullified? Surely this kind of language can only suggest that some other type of species, not of the human race, that has very different concepts of life is threatening the human races on planet Earth.



The Pacific Ocean (above) / March 29, 2018. These are very typical of the worm-like caterpillar cloud forms I find world wide. Sepia & contrast enhanced to reveal structure. https://go.nasa.gov/2GkjqOe

William Pawelec’s widow reveals national security secrets
William (Bill) Pawelec had a long career working on top secret security projects around the world. In 2000, he shared some of those secrets in a video interview for Dr. Steven Greer’s “Disclosure Project.”  There was one stipulation; the video could not be released until after Pawelec’s death.

Though Pawelec died in 2007, it was three years before his wife, Annie DeRiso, found a letter among her husband’s papers from Greer and learned about the video interview and her husband’s stipulation. When she contacted Greer, he sent her a copy of the interview. After watching it, she gave him permission to release it to the public.

It went viral in December 2010 but there are even more secrets to be told and Annie shares some of those in this article. Pawelec saw alien craft at secret underground facility “Seeing an alien craft changes your life forever, as it did for my husband,” says Annie. “Even while he was still in the Air Force, he joined APRO (Aerial Phenomena Research Organization) and began his quest to find out what they are, where they are from and what the extraterrestrials want here on Earth. It became a lifelong mission and led him into many mind expanding discoveries. Unfortunately, the discoveries shuddered his soul. “Even though Bill had seen a craft in the skies,” she explains, “what he saw in the secret facility beneath the Tonopah Test Range in Nevada left no doubt in his mind that beings from other worlds are here on Earth.

“Because of his profession, Bill knew all the buzz words to get someone’s attention which often led higher ranking individuals to tell him ‘secrets’ above his clearance level,” she says. “During one of those conversations, he was taken to a building at Tonapah where a large section of the floor is actually an elevator that goes down many floors. I don’t remember how far down they went, but Bill was taken to an area where they were reverse engineering a typical saucer shaped alien craft. “This is what he is talking about when at about seven minutes into the “Disclosure Project”video he kind of laughs and says ‘Our guys used to chuckle about the model not being quite right.

’The craft Bill saw being worked on was later made into a plastic model by the Testors model kit company and is known as ‘Area S4 UFO Revealed.’  This craft is also commonly known as ‘The Sport Model’ and is based on Bob Lazar’s description. Lazar worked on his craft at Area 51 but Bill saw his craft at Tonapah.” Testor’s model kit “Area S4 UFO Revealed” is similar to the alien craft William Pawelec saw at the secret facility deep below the Tonapah Testing Range in Nevada.

Pawelec trys to stop nefarious plans for injectable chips “Bill was a security consultant for alphabet soup organizations like the CIA, FBI and NSA,” Annie continues. “He also worked for those in Washington D.C. who are known as the ‘Beltway Bandits.’

He was tops in his field and worked on keyless card entry systems, security systems for Air Force One and American embassies, including the now infamous Moscow Embassy where the Russians had listening devices hidden in the walls so they could easily spy on international diplomats.

“Bill and his friends also were involved with the development of the RFID chip. When they learned about the nefarious plans for its use, ‘The Powers That Be’ stole the technology. Two of those friends were assassinated and Bill’s own death remains suspicious.”

It should be explained that a RFID chip is a tiny radio-frequency identification chip that is small enough to inject into animals and humans for monitoring purposes. Pawelec speaks about this in his video interview with Greer. There is a link to the video at the end of this article. Pawelec shaken to core at secret meeting.

“Another project Bill worked on was at Area 51,” Annie continues. “It was his job to upgrade the perimeter security systems for Area 51 and it was his idea to install cameras in fake rocks. It was during this time that he learned about the Tonapah base which is more remote and inaccessible than Area 51. It also was where Bill’s rose-colored patriotic glasses began to cloud over.

Satellite view of the Tonopah Test Range area

“His disenchantment began when he was called to give what he thought was going to be a regular project status report at Tonapah. The meeting was held in a heavily controlled room that was built like a Faraday cage making it impossible for communications to come in or out of the sealed room.

“Briefcases, papers, pagers and any form of identification were not allowed at that meeting,” Annie says. “Only the generals could be recognized by their uniforms. The tension was really high and Bill was surprised at how nervous the high-ranking generals were. He knew something BIG was up.

“Bill saw a private jet escorted by two of our military jets land on the tarmac. Surprisingly, this private jet rolled all the way to the building where the meeting was scheduled as the escort jets departed.

“A very imposing man stepped out of the jet and entered the room. He was relatively tall, and wore a very expensive European suit. His shoes and briefcase were equally luxurious and there was an aide or bodyguard by his side. His demeanor was very aristocratic and he spoke with a High German accent. “The room was electrified with nervous tension as each person gave his status report and answered questions.

When everyone had spoken, the German man thanked them for their good work and simply left. He was never introduced nor identified in anyway. It is believed he was Baron Jesco von Puttkamer, one of the Germans who came to the United States with Werner von Braun.

“Whatever happened that day convinced Bill that the United States,and probably the whole world,was being controlled by Europeans,” says Annie, “but exactly who ‘they’ were was the big question. It drove Bill and his friends on a quest to find out what was really going on. After that, he frequently quoted his friend Jim Marrs who often says, ‘The Nazis may have lost the battles but they won the war.’

“The men also wanted to discover the true alien agenda and the reasons they were interacting with humans,” Annie continues. “They concluded that while there are many benevolent extraterrestrials, the negative or dark ETs were using the Nazis, the Illuminati and the Bilderbergers as pawns in their plan to take over Earth and claim it as their own. 

“They learned that a parallel battle for Earth has been going on in space for thousands of years.

“Bill and his friends wanted the people of the world to know all this but it took Bill four years of telling ‘them’ what they wanted to hear before he could slip from their control and begin to live a somewhat normal life.

“He still wasn’t talking publicly about all of this until we met,” Annie explains, “and he came to know that all of my friends were also in the UFO arena. About the same time, Bill’s cancer started to grow and he began talking about what he knew. By the way, two of his close friends are professional remote viewers and see Bill’s death as being highly suspicious.

“All this leaves me and Bill’s friends wondering WHAT ARE ‘THEY’ NOT LYING TO US ABOUT?”



The North Atlantic Ocean, Portugal & Spain (above) / Aug.2, 2018. The brown dust is coming off the African Sahara dust storm and the particles are being used by the geoengineering technicians in their global operations.                                          https://go.nasa.gov/2OFLuvW

The North Atlantic Ocean, Portugal & Spain (above) / Aug.2, 2018.  This image is clear and conclusive evidence that they are using the Sahara dust for their operations to manipulate the jet stream, weather warfare. The location is off the coast of Portugal, which is currently experiencing extreme record-breaking heat. Note the parallel lines of radiation – a signature of scalar wave technology.  The contrast etc. are enhanced.




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